today sucked so much. my cat sammi has a cancerous tumor, but shes having surgery on monday for it to be removed thank god. i missed andrews show. i hung out with johnny and dee and it felt so fucking weird and then jackie came and ugh i hate him sometimes. he can be the most immature pompus asshole one minute and the next the best friend youll ever have. god why is it that all guys friends, brothers, lovers w/e all seem to be two faced?